Shower Curtain Country

my life is full of S.H.I.T.?

i know i shouldnt be saying that, cuz there are 3rd world countries that suffer more than me, but i need help dealing with my family, and my social life. My dad likes my best friend more than me, he even KISSED her on the cheek on the street once at night saying that he really likes her and she should come over more often. He buys her things that he doesent buy me, so i quit hanging out with her and now hes bragging about her. My dad hates me being a vegietarian. My brothers are perverts, they peek through the shower curtain when i am showering and they do other stuff to me while i'm sleeping. My mom has no social life and wants me to sit home all day studying. I made new friends but my dad doesent let me hang out with them, he wants me hang out with that girl that was once my best friend. I just dont know what to do. Its getting too complicated. Its like i have no friends rite now. Please help me. i'm only 14 and i feel like commiting suicide, i dont know what to do.

Wow.....DON'T COMMIT SUICIDE!!!! While your family does have some issues, and I could probably point the reason behind each one of them (though they're quite disturbing), you shouldn't use your situation as a reason to even think about taking your life. Your situation will resolve itself eventually. Don't worry.

Why don't you just talk with each one of your family members seriously about the issues you have with them. I think a little change should come from that.